What is God doing for me?

God is doing so much in my life right now. He is providing for me constantly. He has given me time, patience, love, strength, desire, compassion, emotions, another day to live, family, friends, roommates, and so much more. More than I can even fathom.

I struggle through days wondering what he might possibly be doing with my life right now, but I know that it is something good. Something on his schedule, not mine. But why do I struggle with this? Why do I want what I want right now? Who really knows. I don't even know if what I want is really what God wants. But someday I will figure all that out. He just needs to give me a little more patience and strength to not worry and I should be just fine.

I do long for many things, but God has told me to quit longing for those things right now. I need to pursue Him fully right now and Him alone. That it something that can be said much easier than done. Although, I am trying really really hard. But constant reminders of something else I want always seem to pop into my head. How do I solve that problem...prayer..and prayer from others.

I was told this weekend that other things in my life shouldn't be in a race with God. It shouldn't be, for example, that guy I like racing against God. It shouldn't take days, months or years to decide who is going to win. It should be God from the start. Why is it that I stumble in the department? I don't know. But God is going to win. He will prevail.

Take me away
Take me away

all that I love
is You, is You

Take me away
Take me away

Cause all that I love,
is You, is You, is You

LOVE and HUGS!