So begins another horrible day

So again I go without any comments. I just don't understand. Apparently I am not entertaining enough for the likes of everyone in this blogging community. But you know what? While most of you college age students have school today. I do not! SO there! Well time to study for a test! Well after I have some God time. Because who can go without God?

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by Myself

I go to a place by myself to wander around,
Hoping to see what I will accomplish or even what I will love.

I have looked towards the Heavens and at other times places that are not profound,
Thinking that my life is pointless or if I deserve the love from the One above.

It scares me to think that life is so short,
Having only so much time to figure it all out.

Everyone knows that I can build a strong fort,
The one in my mind, the one in my heart, even when they defend me from what my life is about.

To actually be heard is a struggle in my life,
Sometimes I feel eager, selfish or merely angry at the world.

I look to God for answers and don’t find them to be right,
How is it that things can seem so great but just as you get comfortable life seems to be swirled?

If only I knew what to do,
Would it be so difficult and hard to pursue?

I know that He is here and wants me to ask for help,
But what can I do when I can’t find my way?

I can go to others for help,
Which is why there are people he provides for me, the ones I can run to.

That is why I write this to you,You listen, you care, and that is why I know that you will always be there.